for many days i couldn't sleep, couldn't stop thinking about her. suddenly, i listened to this meaningful malay song which triggered my mind, soul and heart and that song made me keep questioning myself over and over again. "i love rebecca very much! was leaving her the right thing to do?" then i realised it was a HUGE & REGRETGUL mistake and decided to make things right then and there! ! !

[picked up my phone started smsing her. . .]

Me: I'm hopeless. . . :'(

Me: I'm lost without u. . . :'( y am stupid to leave u? ! :'( but nvm. . . It's 2 late. . .

Rebecca: Wt do u mean by tt?

Me: I love u

Rebecca: U arent stupid aite. U jus made e wrong dcision. :)

Me: Can we meet nw? ? I just nid someone to tok to. . .

Rebecca: Meet? I cnt. Bt i can talk to u on e phone if u'd like? If u don wan den its aite. :D

[She called & called but i didnt manage to answer. . .]

Me: Can u meet me in the morning? ? Follow me go ns check up. . .

[She called again and this time i know i had to answer!]

i was SO HAPPY to hear her voice again after a whole week of not contacting her. . . so we talked & talked on the phone. . . we laughed till our jaws dropped. . .

i apologiesed and thats how we patched back! ! !

I Love You Rebecca!

MSN pm: I'll Always Love You!

today was kinda fun i guess. . . .reach home by 8.45am. On the comp and bath. . .after a long nice hot bath, call my B-E-A utiful Wife of mine. . .said she's on the way to my house. . . went to fetch her. . . Woots~ she's so pretty with her newly rebonded hair. . .haiz~ she's always thought i would say her hair's not nice at all. . . doesn't seem to know why she think i always think negative of her.
hmm. . . nvm!

play online games and spend time with my wife. . .then went out after e lil misunderstanding situation between me & my wife. . . haiz. . . a lil raise of my voice thought i was angry with my wife. . . urgh~ i was NOT angry with my wife at all. . . it's just tt she always listen to wat my mum always ask her to do. . . i love her sweetness,prettiness,cuteness EVERYTHING ABOUT HER. . . only sometimes about her attitude. . . but i understand. . . she's having her mense and 'll always have moodswing. . . sooo. . .yup2. . .


went to Changi beach. . . smoke ciggs. . . ask from my wife but she'll always gave me with her sarcastic face of hers. . .but we're still happy. . . just don't wanna make a big poof about it. soo. . . walk on the beach side with my wife. . . collecting only 3 shells on a long stretch. . . hehe~
i love you dear. . .

went back home coz grandma's not feeling well. . .finally reach home. my wife & ma twin's friends karaoke at home. . . i went playing comp. . .

BUT i went down just to buy ciggs, my wife thought i'm angry with her. . .she then pack her things and went off home without telling me. . . call her a couple of times but keep hanging up the phone. . . meet her at the bustop and she said she wants to go home & doesn't want to spend time with me. . . i know i wanted to play soccer. . . but she hate me playing soccer i guess. . .i don't know why. . . soccer seems to be my favourite sport but she doesn't like it. . .haiz~


Couple doesn't stay long with any misunderstandings so i think it's common. . . so that's all i wanna blog for today. . .





i love you
i miss you

Rebecca

Labels: AmiNandBeckY

Sebelum kau langkah pergi
kasih
Lihat dulu ke wajahku
Renung tajam mataku
Dapatkah Kau memahami aku

Sebelum kau kata putus
Tunggu
Dengarlah penjelasanku
Ini
Rayuanku kepadamu
Jangan
Terlalu ikutkan hati

Cintaku
Janganlah kau pergi dariku
Janganlah kau tinggalkan aku
ku masih perlukan kamu

Cintaku
Seandainya kau terguris hati
Seandainya kau teluka lagi
Maafkanlah Diriku

Sebelum kau langkah pergi
Kasih
Lihat dulu ke wajahku
Lihat tajam ke mataku
Jangan
Terlalu ikutkan hati

Cintaku
Janganlah kau pergi dariku
Janganlah kau tinggalkan aku
Ku masih memerlukan kamu

Cintaku
seandainya kau terguris hati
Seandainya kau terluka lagi
Maafkanlah Diriku



Love this song. . .

hehe~



i love you dear. . .





AmiN CinE

Labels: AmiNandBeckY

Dear. . .


i don't care if you

~ not pretty
~ no flaws like u said
~ demanding
~ the one who wants to be pampered badly
~ have cleft chin
~ have double chin


I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT ONE BIT


Coz I Love You Soo Much. . .

& u loving me back. . .


i'll try me very best to acomplish tt wishes of yours. . .
and don't worry i will. . .



i love you soo much. . .


plup3~


pls don't think negative about my love towards u aite. . .


no one & i say NO ONE can e better than you and your love towards me. . .




Your Husband
AmiN





AmiN&BeckY

Labels: I Love You Rebecca

Hey Peeps...


Sorry about the long updation of my blog...

coz i'm kinda "busy" with something and going through some things...
now i'm in hostel for 9 months from 3rd July...will be discharge on the
2nd of April next year...sooo won't be around...

now i'm in school doing some projects...

hmm....miss all my friends and family
Especially my Wife Becky...muacks
miss u dear...




ok that's all i gonna say...

Tc all out there...


Dear...
I Love You
I MIss You
I Cherish You
I Adore You
I'll Die For You
when we meet,
I'll Hug You
I'll Kiss You
I'll Hold You
And Nvr Let You Go
Dear...
Muacks!

AmiN & BeckY

Labels: I Love You Rebecca

Hey peeps... heheh lazy uh posting e new post everytime i online...come on i need e break...

here's e pic of my Wife Becky after rebond...cost $90+ for e rebond and she rebond it for me!!! i'm happy...

Just Love Her So Much...

Nothing new happens since my last post...only that start contacting with 1 of the fuhua sec. student who's having relationship probs...
Damn...felt sorry for her...well Love can be good AND also can be bad...you may never know...So Peeps out there, Cherish the one you love so much... going in relationship is not e play thing...ok la lolx as if i'm that good like that...every relationship sure have to crack a lil for some times...soo k la...Tomorrow is my 7th Month Anni. wohoo...i'm so happy...heheh 5 more months to 1 yr...and so on la lolx...


LSA4LIFE This is e pic of me and my sworn brothers and more...
Cherish em lots...
!st row : Me(Amin), Wak, Nizam, ???? forgot the name lolx

2nd row : Along, AYIE, Zul

3rd row : Naz Apek















K la That's all....
Roll Out**

AmiNLuVBeckY

Labels: I Love My Wife Rebecca

Haiz...me and my waking up thingy again...din go to sch today...woke up at 6.45am already then @#$% i go sleep again...URGH!!! use e comp for a while...then played psp...kol my Wife Becky i'll be meeting her at her sch...i'm late heheh and i don't have any problem btw...the real problem is i'm late that's all lolx i'm sorry Baby Becky...

When meet...Wife Becky keep on beating me...huhu ): She don't love me anymore lolx no la~ kidding only...took e Mrt to Jurong East and went to teban to REBOND HER HAIR....WOHOO!!! i'm so happy she's rebonding her hair...just for me !! BUT!!! on the way to bus 143...haiz something things happen which greatly break my heart into millions...haiz dun wanna talk about it...after rebonding her hair,SHE LOOK SOo PRETTY...and btw it's always nvr too late to say she's pretty lolx...but still moody all e way till when we reach back to jurong...hmm...but nvm...in the end we're happy again...after slacking and solving things out....lolx BTW this guy lolx run all the way to us and wanted to change his clothes without even noticing us when he shock to see my Wife looking at him suprisingly lolx...the guy immediately and shamfully hide behind the wall and change his clothes and walk the other way coz he dun wanna face us hahahah...we laugh non stop lolx...what e joker man...i lost my bad mood coz of him...he's e life saver lolx....

laugh and talk to each other happily then i think better than b4...i'm happy about it yay~ finally e feelings of a better proper couple should do...I Love You Soo Much Baby Becky...Muacks!

slack till 8pm...then i wait for her bus to arrive lolx...hold her head looking towards me so she won't see her bus coming...romance abit at the bustop wakakaka...THERE'S E LIMIT btw...hmm...just e peck and e hugs that's all heheh...she miss THREE bus when i promise her only to miss ONE bus...lolx i love her too much until i don't wanna leave her...at last e kiss goodbye and off she go to her Bus and she smile and wave at me when the bus left...
Gosh she's soo pretty and Super Cute...to me la like i said she is pretty and super cute to me...
Grr...feel like pinching her cheeks haha... ILY IMY Muacks!!!

That's all folks!!
Chow!!

Amin<3Becky

Yesterday::


Woke up late again for Martin's class = Engineering Essential ( E E )::::
Again i rush to sch but unfortunately miss his class...slack at e bench at a place we called STADIUM with e few of my class braders and smoke3 tok3 until around 2pm then we go class...ended at around 3.30pm...

Went straight to my Wife Becky's block...while romancing heheh and slacking we heard e kitten screaming as loud as it can...went to look for the kitten,got to find e kitten...it's so cute just like my wife hahahaha but my wife cuter hmph! to me la my wife cute...not SS aite peeps lolx

went to the shop and bought some cat food and soya bean for it to drink for there's no milk at the store lolx heheh..modern cat i guess...hmmm...
after it eats till it's stomach content, it ran away...sob2 there goes my $2.50 lolx $2.00 for cat food $0.50 for the soya bean...but nvm i'm bless anyways...the poor skinny kitten became e still poor but fat stomach kitten lolx...only it's stomach's big...hehe

slack at around 7.45pm...talk here talk there then send my wife to her home lift then went home smoking and enjoy the walk home haiz...Ciggarette...u're truly e Man Best Friend...I Love You Ciggs but i love my wife more la lolx...heheh sorry if i'm abit lame...
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Today::


Yay...i'm early for Martin's class...good! BUT i don't understand what he's teaching at all...i knew some tips about on what flip flops and IC counter is...haiz...what about gates...sorry peeps info comms topics only some computer peeps knows heheh e boring class btw haiz...talk talk talk talk talk non stop...lolx but got break which is the best part...smoke e couples of sticks then suddenly saw one of my braders got caught smoking at the other staircase...haiz...he got caught in sch 2 TIMES wtF!!! pity u man...

after school,
Jason and i straight away took off to clark quay for the job interview...IT WAS A SUCCESS!!! wohoo...but i'm gonna miss spending time with my wife...haiz...but i work is becoz of my wife and my mum...for also for me la lolx to spend on stuff...

after the job went to meet my wife in dover coz she got badminton training in dover...i'm starting to love badminton i don't know why...it's like fun to me...rather than kicking the ball, running with it...passing around....haiz i feel bored playing soccer...it's time to use my hands instead...

soo after 8 plus...My Wife and i took e bus home...drop at my bustop and slack for e while...lolx some things happen hahahahaah confidential heheh
then we go home!!!

that's all i have to say...

Roll Out!!!!Chow!!!

AmiN<3BeckY

Today wake up late...my important class ends at 10.30am and i wake up at 9.45am...i live near lakeside MRT and my school in Balestier!!!! Argh!!!! how i wish i can teleport...

was at outram when i saw my LSA BRO Naz...talk to him while going sch together...He's my best bro man...no matter what people say about him...he's still best...and so is syafiq...i can mostly depend on Naz And Syafiq...they're the best bro ever man...back to going to sch together...reach Boon Keng saw my group of classmates BROS...GUITAR!!! i have to give Bro Wak his guitar back by last month but until now still haven't gave him back...haiz...

Then went to Mac and smoke 1 stick...Then Naz and i go to sch and eat Coz i'm hungry...force Naz to acompany me lolx...after satisfying my stomach...watch e Match : Syafiq's Team against e #$%^ Team...

Syafiq din tell me he got e match today...Unfortunately, his team lost 4-1...haiz...


Today Bro Azlan angry...haiz...sad~...i was only playing with him by hidding his ciggs...then i pass to sara and khai...din know sara and Ben pass e stick by khai...go smoke Alan's Sticks...He's mad at me confirm...haiz...I'm Sorry Bro Azlan...

after sch meet my wife becky at dover THEN!!! at Clementi THEN!!! at bustop...hmph! lolx
tot of slacking with Sara and Dragon but Becoz of my wife Becky...see her sad/angry face makes my heart ache!!! urgh!! lastly decided to follow Wife Becky to Dover for Badminton...met e few new friendly friends...slack with em...smoke3 is all i can do at Dover...then get to play badminton with my wife e couple of rounds...then slack3 until 7.40pm then i went home feeling lonely,haiz...gonna miss my wife eventhough i just leave her for e sec only...urgh!!! Dear...better cherish me i'm telling you, coz I Love You More Than You Love Me...Sad~ can't talk to her on the phone at night temporary...haiz but nvm i have her can already wee~ lolx ILY too much LaAaA~ In e good way btw...hehe


Amin<3Becky

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<3I Love You Rebecca<3

Name Alamin Tan Yu Kuan (AmiN)
Age 18
Birthdate : 10/02/91
Class : EL0801N
School : Balestier ITE
Character =
- Friendly
- Helpful
- Caring
- Love to joke around
- Loving

- @@@@@@@LSA Braders
- @@@@@@@Braders(ite,Outside)
- @@@@@@My hp
- @@@@@my comp
- @@@@my home

Hates:
- betrayer!!!!
- 2 head snake!!!
- hypocrite
- Bully
- Guai Lan
- Jiwe seminit!!
- proud people who always compliment only to him/herself!!

Msn: add me!Alamin321@hotmail.com
Friendster: Same as my MSN

*** Married To Rebecca Chan Chui Seah
Black and white stripe Cardigan (Done) thanks dear
Get my psp Upgrade with 8 GB memo (Done)
new soccer boots
new desktop with better ram & internet modem

* Have a new better HP....Woo~ really can't wait *** A New Home only for my wife rebecca and i
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Rebecca My Lovely Wife


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